Holy Week, free and clear

It*s been four and a half years since I left parish ministry.  Without a doubt Holy Week has been the time I have missed being in the role the most, particularly the liturgy planning role.   This year it seems I have turned a corner.  This year it seems I can face into it and do it with my eyes open, even when the monstrance makes its yearly appearance on Maundy Thursday.    

At least my birthday is not on Good Friday

This year.

I can encounter all of Holy Week

Free and clear and newly 57.

Now I am back in priest skin.

I have mostly grown accustomed

To my part in the liturgy

From two pews back

On the right.

Sometime I even arrive late

Just before the Gospel.

This is Holy Week number four.

I know what to expect

In this place.

I may be able to pray it here

This year,

Not rail against the oddities,

Nor find the sticky places.

I may even be able to keep my eyes open

When the monstrance appears,

Take my turn

In the Garden of Repose.

There is a distinct possibility

I may encounter all of Holy Week

Free and clear

Two pews back

On the right.