I have been here before, in this struggle to deal with changing rules and regulations and human systems. I realize how much my own father taught me to approach things creatively, while honoring the rules and regulations and systems, to stand back and see where the stepping stones are. I am not big on praying to or imagining God as Father, but here it seems I am my Father*s daughter as well. This is a huge comfort, all by itself.
I am not the daughter
Of an attorney
For nothing.
I learned at my father*s knee
To question
The Understood.
I learned
To approach things
Creatively,
Wade in the shallows
On the edge of the lake
Before
Jumping in;
Then
Climb out, get dry,
Consider the water
Again,
See
Where the rocks bump up
Against the surface,
Provide
Stepping stones
To the other side.
I am not my father*s daughter
For nothing.
I know this very familiar place,
This place where
What I thought was true
Isn*t,
What I counted on
Must be refigured again
And again.
I am not my Father*s daughter
For nothing.
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